Chinese new year was fine, really fine. It's just that I don't have that festive mood to celebrate much.

And I'm really tired.

goodbye

yeah cny, thanks, a breather from the busy lifestyle. but i don't want to thank you either, there's tons of homework thrown at us. ):

this week was a crazy week. this week was a tiring week. this week was like a running week. this week was a sian week. this week was a ma-lu week. this week was a confirm die week.

Econs essay on market failure is a confirm goner for me. I didn't really study much as I actually fell asleep. Pissed with myself uh. But anyway, even if I studied, I don't think I'll score well either. And Physics test on all the J1's work. woo hoo, i never studied hah. Say hello to re-test and re-test and more re-tests.

Ms Rivera's PE lessons are crazy. D: But I felt really really good after I run and sweating it all out. Went to the bookshop with yanping before the chem practical briefing together with 2S20 starts. We actually have to photocopy the book by ourselves eh, kind of pathetic. And yanping's wallet fell behind the photocopier machine. -.- But I managed to get it out. I'm sorry, my fault. I shouldn't have place it there.

Chem experiment next, and I actually placed the calorimeter on the retort stand when I'm supposed to place it on the tripod stand. Ianson laughed at me for like countless times. -.- And ck's being super noisy when I'm recording the data on errors.

Ran with yanping and some boys after school on both Tuesday and Thursday. And I managed to get my $$$ from Miss Au. (: Our group finally gave the gifts to the P. I guess he's kind of satisfied and happy to receive it.

cca on Wednesday was really crazy. Did like 170 push ups in total. 50 and 20 by David and 100 by fat lim. Had muscle aches after all those push ups. Plus with the addition of the aches from PE, after school runs and attempts of doing pull ups. I was upset with ma'am's absence and fat lim's crazy number of push ups. And a pity that the unarmed combat for the cny celebration has to be cancelled. The school's assembly plaza is quite a good place for star gazing eh. (:

And Thursday's most ma-lued event was during CT period in the hall. -.- So many of my unglam photos were shown in Mrs Teng's presentation. -.- Watched the 10min video on all the 9 trips for the third time. But it's nice. (: Yangshuo's video is really hilarious and comical. :D

CNY celebration on friday was kind of okay. Actually, not quite okay. And I'm being a slacker as I'm the only one who's holding the target and not doing anything. I was in a sian 1/2 mood all the while in school. Went home after that and stoned in front of the computer. Out at night with sis and her friends to Bugis village. Like omg, the place was like flooded with hordes of people. -.- And what a coincidence, I saw Gracia and Jamie!

And today, eh no, on Saturday. I saw Cindy and Simin! :D Like omg how long I never see them already. Caught up with them for awhile before studying. Okay and Subway was yum. :D

Chinese new year on the following week. But I don't even have a teeny weeny tinge of that festive season. Perhaps it's due to the stressful life and the economic downturn? hmmm. But reunion dinner later at night! (: This makcik here can't wait to see her niece and nephew. (:

I'm not going to procrastinate and digress anymore. I've already promised to do Physics today and I'll fulfill it, don't worry. (: And I'll never give up. See that previous line okay hahahaha.


and yup, this paragraph is written for you, pakcik! yes yes, it's for you. don't feel frustrated and upset over those matters. if not it's going to affect your studies and also your cca. i would rather you spend your time on some other stuff rather than pondering those unwanted matters. and if you need a listening ear, i'm just a dial or a call away. don't keep things inside your heart yeah, it's neither good nor healthy. and let me have a chance to help you in return for what you have done for me. thanks for being there when i need someone to rant to and someone to comfort me. xie xie ni. have a good rest and blast your ears with music, and i guess it would be of some help. take care and enjoy your lunar new year with angpows and stuff yourself with new year goodies! :D cheer up yo and remember that i'm always here for you dude. (:


If you need a place where you can run
If you need a shoulder to cry on
I'll always be your friend

When you need some shelter from the rain
When you need a healer for your pain
I will be there time and time again
When you need someone to love you
Here I am

to say that you don't know the true fact behind it, but in real fact, i don't really know too.

well, celebrated zhisin's 18th birthday last sunday, 11 January 09. Happy birthday to my dearest friend of all time! :D we ate Botak Jones till we're bloated. and we stuffed cake into each other's mouths, especially the birthday girl. sorry give me more time to upload the photos okay.

school life has started, and i'm already suffocating. ): endless lectures and tutorials and lectures and tutorials. i can't catch up with school work and tests coming up. cca admin stuff yet again and some other random and frustrating stuff. a totally screwed up and stressed up week.

had morning run on mon, tues, wed (in a row) and also saturday cos im almost late for school and lecture together with yanping.

tuesday's terrible. wednesday's still the same. and i tried to vent all the frustrations on the targets, by slamming and kicking it hard on the spot, shouting occasionally. yeah and i guess it helped a little after i start to pant and sweat. ran around the track after that, dashed but it doesn't helped much.

and i'm quite unexpected as i've lost a kilogram. i still thought i would gain weight. still as short as ever but nvm. and fat lim is a irritating piece of crap. even ma'am's fed up with him uh. had the final sarawak meeting. and i'm glad that everyone's happy with the video and the gifts. (: but i'm feeling guilty cos ianson's reflection wasn't inside the video. i'm so sorry! we're too careless alr.

GL orientation stuff was kind of fun huh. but it was super boring waiting for mere 5 groups to visit 10 game stations. blame it on my game as it's the final and last game of all, so have to wait very long. made some modifications by changing making the sounds of animals to making the actions of animals. added some stuff like making a story over the cards that they've received. and their stories were hilarious. :D

when all the problems and frustrations are coming all towards me at the same time, it becomes a total big shit. it's just like a bomb has just landed. trying to make up a false facade is really difficult and painful. i must stop all those water from flowing down. but all in all, i think i'm so dumb and stupid.


it would be a brand new week again.


'Cos the world would not stop rotating even when you're feeling sad.

definitely, a very busy week huh, totally exhausted. and i managed to get a really really good sleep last night. :D


monday, 05 Jan
cca in the morning, fat lim talked loads of crap and alvin and i walked out of the pe office totally stunned. had GL games stuff directly after that. played all the 10 station games. some were quite fun but the remaining games were totally lame shit. the game, caterpillar walk, requires you to sit down and put your legs on the person's thighs in front of you. okay i shan't be bad. a quite plump girl sat behind me and during the whole game, it seems as if she's applying all her weight onto her legs and my thighs really hurt a lot. -.- another game, which is a water game, 'protect me'. i volunteered to be the hostage (as no one wants to take action) and i was being wrapped up with newspapers. the game is played such that the hostage shld be kept dry from the water bombs and water guns. i hid behind chunkai throughout the game. he tried to hit the flying bombs and his elbow hit my head like seriously hard, and i've got an orbakak baluku. -.- i think he thought that i'm far behind him. sorry ah i'm vertically challenged. -.- went back home, mass called the whole club, first time using excel, really clueless on how and whr to start. but thanks to weijie for his help. (: did up with the particulars and sarawak photo stuff until 4am.

tuesday, 06 Jan
woke up at 6.30am, met up with ms au for some sarawak stuff. headed for cca after that. rushed back home, packed up, and went off again to meet nic at pasir ris. checked out the cd sticker and stuff. went to val's house and started to burn the cd. but we realised we can't burn the video into the cd as there were files inside alr. although the cds are rewritable, but we have to delete the files and download everything back and that really takes up a lot of time. i've got a whole new 50 dvds at home and so i went back to get it. met yp at aljunied mrt. she went off to meet dee in the interchange while i went back to val's house. went off at 7 plus and met winson. waited for weijie to arrive before we head to the chalet together. we were the latest to arrive. bbq was almost over but the the barbequed marshmallows with butter was like heaven. :D played mahjong and went out to talk talk with some dudes. and then they started to play with slippers by throwing it around. -.- i can't tahan as my eyelids were closing and i've got a headache, went off to bed at 12.

cindy! :D


wednesday, 07 Jan
woke up at 4am, some dudes were playing wii. went to watch the sunrise but sadly, we were facing the wrong direction. awww second time alr! we went to play in the playground! :D went off at 7 plus with juffri and weijie. reached home and went off for cca. i was late. met up with fat lim again and we've got a cny performance! -.- sad uh and there's still training the next day. pissed, cos i can't get to enjoy the chalet to the fullest as i still need to go back to sch. managed to get over with it uh. went back home and back to the chalet again at 2 plus. played mahjong and went out to see the rest cycle. and winson finally learnt how to bike! :D happy for him hahaha! (: rachel and me (don't know how to cycle) plus yp, we went to play at the playground again. went back to the chalet and played wii. freaking fun and addictive hahahha! :D 4x100m swimming and running really train our muscles hahahha. also made my hands shiver. played a pig game and ks's dancing really make us laugh like crazy in the wee hours.

thursday, 08 Jan
everyone was hooked onto wii. (: and i managed to stay awake until 4 plus before i slept on the sofa hahaha. i think by that time, only ks and weijie were awake. i woke up at 6 plus, i think being jerked awake by weijie's movement? hahahaha, only soul awake in the house. went to the beach, arranged the slippers and stoned on the sofa, waiting for ppl to wake up. and i went off at 9 with all my barang and the super heavy mahjong tiles. went back to school at 11.30 for cca. did the demo for the open house and also the noticeboard.

friday, 09 Jan
SR's open house was a total flop uh, not many people came. and we slacked there like nobody's business. and i almost slept. band, dance, choir, guzheng and guitar performed 3 times while we only performed once hahahah. we played with the re-attachable planks and also the wooden planks. and i managed to finish learning brown belt pattern from faiz. :D


school life starting on monday!

a busy week ahead, but i can't wait for it to come! :D


HUHU! :D finished with Miss No Good within 3 days! (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D

Hello 2009, and goodbye 2008! sayonara to all those bad memories and only those good ones remains. :] wishing happiness and good health to my family and friends. :D loads of resolutions, but i hope i'll stone lesser, and also, cry lesser. (:

what a great year to start with, a din between my parents and brother that woke me up. and my bro actually broke a plastic chopstick. mind you, not the wooden type. i really wonder how he did that.

and i dreamt last night and this time i rmb quite clearly. but what a bizarre and weird dream. 2 funny weird dreams some more. -.-

done with Bull Fighting and now's with Miss No Good! :D


It isn't a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine, The sun again will shine
On you
Whatever you do

Take your sweet, sweet time
Cuz I'll be here, when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I'll be here for you baby
Anytime