i always thought that if i put on the false front and tried to cheer up abit so that i can make people around me feel much more happier den me making a sulky face which will make them gloomy too. but i think i cant do that. tears dropped down on my way home. i cried bitterly. i just cant simply stop them. really sad now. super duper hurt and angry. my heart was hurt much too deep till im immune of any hurt and pain anymore. so devoid of hurt, pain and heartbrokenness now. but i guess i have to learn how to 'don't give a damn'. i guess this is the only way i can make myself happier; and make people around me happier. yah yah yah. keep on saying those same old words but never do what i say.. haix.
felt so damn inferior nowadays. im like a small ant roaming around endlessly in an isolated desert. lonely. whatever.
i can't live without music. music has been my greatest and best companion whenever im sad or down. yupps. ((:
i just have to learn to forget the people who forget about me.
sometimes i just wish i could fast-forward time; just to see in the end its all worth it.
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