i remember those days when i dreaded going to schools, quarrelling out of nothing, quarrelling out of small little matters. those days were super immatured. upon thinking back, i realised that we were so childish.

i miss secondary school life. the joy, fun, laughters. the familiar faces everywhere. especially during singspiration!! i miss it like so much. the weekly singspiration and mass pe. not like currently in sr, unfamiliar faces everywhere..

haix, can't even get a chance to stay over at gracia's house today. so sad. :( my mother don't allow lor. haix, :(:(:( i wonder what they're doing right now. probably playing and maybe pillow fighting? lol! kidda jealous...

knew our classes today and yeap fortunately for some of us, we were back in the same class again. awww man, stuck another 2 years with them. i'm sad that jiaqin and shuxian are not in the same class. i will miss jiaqin's voice, her red face and her super addictive laughters. i will miss brother leh. haix. :( and the suay thing is the CT. don't mention about it. im sian. double, triple, zillion times SUAY.

BLUEY: Please do not feel guilty yeah, we do not mind it at all, seriously. i know you treasure your friends around you and you're like stuck in between. it's okay. :D and don't feel sad and emo yeah, at least we're fortunate that we're still in the same school. we can still meet up anytime to go eat, hang around, study and play together! make new friends yea dude. i knew u can do it. :D and i also know that you're seriously sick of icebreakers and repeated orientation games. bear with it okay. :D jiayou and all the best for your h1 subj. since you can't do anything to change it, try to LOVE that subj okay. :D i'm trying my best to love mine although i know that i would die super real flat, so, you too okay! :D:D i hope that you can get high soon! :D:D


i saw my sister getting super stressed up over her common tests on monday that she actually postponed her L movie. i've nvr seen her so stressed before, seriously. i'm like super super stressed during my o's. imagine a's. you'll see headlines in the newspaper on a girl committing suicide. would that be me? probably yes and no. the sudden impact made on me was, the immediate thinking of withdrawing out of srjc and transferring to poly. dang, sudden thinking man. i thought of PW and chinese a's this year. GP, and other torturous subj. i think i WILL die; shit. im sick and tired.

okay lah, i know im a super, damn rough can. wdv.