i don't understand what mr nordin has taught for the full two hours of physics today. he's going so fast, like a choo choo train! and pardon me, im just too stupid and dumb, i cannot even catch a single word, seriously. sorry; felt so exhausted and stressed up after the end of the lesson. thanks to yanping, debbie and norlimah for your little help. i appreciate it loads. gotta mug physics later and i pray hard that i can really understand. :S


i stoned for the entire bus journey last thursday, thinking about that. and that frustrated matter has been bothering me for days. and till now, i still couldn't believe it. despite having that weird feeling since two months ago, yet i still couldn't accept the fact. im neither stupid nor im immune to everything around me, i can feel it.

i rmb a year back, and that monkey told me about some stuff. quite shocking, but i've got that instinct too. and this is happening once again. i told myself, "That's ain't true". i still wonder whether am i deceiving myself or not. and i kept telling myself that everything is just a coincidence, but it doesn't seems so. this is driving me crazy. but why am i bothering about this so much? hmm,

i need to get to the bottom of the truth tomorrow!


limei! :D