well, celebrated zhisin's 18th birthday last sunday, 11 January 09. Happy birthday to my dearest friend of all time! :D we ate Botak Jones till we're bloated. and we stuffed cake into each other's mouths, especially the birthday girl. sorry give me more time to upload the photos okay.

school life has started, and i'm already suffocating. ): endless lectures and tutorials and lectures and tutorials. i can't catch up with school work and tests coming up. cca admin stuff yet again and some other random and frustrating stuff. a totally screwed up and stressed up week.

had morning run on mon, tues, wed (in a row) and also saturday cos im almost late for school and lecture together with yanping.

tuesday's terrible. wednesday's still the same. and i tried to vent all the frustrations on the targets, by slamming and kicking it hard on the spot, shouting occasionally. yeah and i guess it helped a little after i start to pant and sweat. ran around the track after that, dashed but it doesn't helped much.

and i'm quite unexpected as i've lost a kilogram. i still thought i would gain weight. still as short as ever but nvm. and fat lim is a irritating piece of crap. even ma'am's fed up with him uh. had the final sarawak meeting. and i'm glad that everyone's happy with the video and the gifts. (: but i'm feeling guilty cos ianson's reflection wasn't inside the video. i'm so sorry! we're too careless alr.

GL orientation stuff was kind of fun huh. but it was super boring waiting for mere 5 groups to visit 10 game stations. blame it on my game as it's the final and last game of all, so have to wait very long. made some modifications by changing making the sounds of animals to making the actions of animals. added some stuff like making a story over the cards that they've received. and their stories were hilarious. :D

when all the problems and frustrations are coming all towards me at the same time, it becomes a total big shit. it's just like a bomb has just landed. trying to make up a false facade is really difficult and painful. i must stop all those water from flowing down. but all in all, i think i'm so dumb and stupid.


it would be a brand new week again.


'Cos the world would not stop rotating even when you're feeling sad.